well, how about here, before you read, [another video below], lets just say, I've had a MAJOR change in my heart. Its been a long time coming after years of backsliding and rebelling but I'm happy to say, God is Great! and God is Good!
ok, for one, I am going to be going through this entire blog and changing many things...NOT all of the intent, no, because I'm seeing things a lot differently now, on HOW TO CONFRONT INJUSTICES, MISOGYNY, ETC. And I will be changing the Title to this blog, to include, GOD IS NOT A MISOGYNIST, or something along those lines, not sure yet,
I debated whether to leave a lot of the former posts up, to show the changes and I may do that...I am not sure yet, but I do know the offensive things I've said to people, will be removed and I'll put an explanation as to 'why', this is something Jesus has told me to do and for good reason. He is working in me on a lot of things and how I confront issues is one of them...These changes will be in time so many things on this blog were during the time I was at odds with God so they aren't in any way Christ like--however, that being said,
I do want to make it clear that in regards to standing on Issues, meaning, opposing violence to women, opposing Sharia Law, opposing Dhimmitude, opposing laws that create poverty, opposing fascism, on all those, they will remain on this blog and not only that, I will be adding scripture to them, photos included, because while I may have been backslidden, in rebellion, I did not turn completely away from Jesus nor His Word, and all these issues God confronts in His word. Jesus IS LORD, and in our world we are being offered all these false gods, false religions [spirit of Antichrist] and yes, we are in the generation...we Must be vocal against the banality of evil, but in doing so remember, in Love, firmness, and in diligence. Love that is active, not pacifist [which is self-preservation...Jesus said you'd be hated in this world as He was and is...Love requires action, faith without works is dead, etc].
For the past year I've been struggling in whether or not to return to my faith, it wasn't that I stopped believing in God but I did walk away from the Christian faith, got heavy into Marxism, Radical Feminism, Goddess beliefs [looked into them but I saw more similarities actually with a more sinister form of exploitation of women but couldn't put my finger on it until now],
and I hated the embracing of patriarchy, capitalism, prejudice, fundamentalism, etc. However, while in the Marxist-Leninist left I saw even worse abuses and tolerance/permissive culture to misogyny, in Radical Feminism I saw not only colonization by Islam but a constant bashing of Christianity [without truly knowing what the Power of God is, 'having a form of Godliness but denying the power thereof], and yet, this total refusal to confront Islam, its not enough to just confront regimes, if one refuses to confront actual laws that are sanctioned that don't NEED LITERAL INTERPRETATION BECAUSE IT SAYS IT RIGHT OUT AND THE PROPHET HIMSELF WAS EXTREMELY ABUSIVE TO WOMEN,
Jesus wasn't abusive to women nor did he marry six year old girls and rape them at the age of nine [and yes, sex with a nine year old is RAPE].
So that totally turned me off and while I am very aware of Reformists in Islam and I support them, Unless they change the Koran [impossible] I don't see it being a possibility and truly how many more girls must be butchered, castrated, stoned to death, raped, before we say ENOUGH?
I reject Universalism, its the most dangerous ideology out there and in Every nation of peoples where universalism has been embraced, the Islamists have stepped in [and they warned that they would do so] and its been hell on earth in these countries.
So I stuck it out with Marxism, at least I thought, that under Marxism that with religion institutions out of the way, the justifications of abuse of women would finally be done away with but I found, that not only was the Marxist left [far left AND liberal left] just as abusive to women IF NOT WORSE, they were embracing Islam and Universalism...
so where does one turn?
On one day, after seeing images after images of the most horrific human right abuses especially to women, not just in Islamic countries but all over Europe due to the rise of the Caliphate,
and the SILENCE OF THE UNIVERSALISTS [EXCEPT THE OCCASIONAL TIDBIT ONLY WHEN ITS RELATED IN SOME WAY WITH THE COMMUNIST LEFT] AND FEMINISTS, ETC.,
and yet, no fear whatsoever in bashing Christianity and of course don't you know all Christians are backwards Bible Thumpin woman hating fundies...
I decided right then and there, having Known scripture because I did at one time read the Bible every day, had a close relationship with Jesus Christ, and I KNEW, I KNEW what prophecy said,
and with all that is transpiring in our world today [and yes, the time is at hand], I knew,
I could no longer live my life outside of God, and I got on my knees and asked God, Save Me, because I simply could not rationalize being a part of this world's thinking one more day nor could I live with the fact that at one time I came to the Cross to be forgiven and changed then I walked away from it, slowly...not without a lot of hurt however from yes, Christians and not just Christians but those who are not of the faith.
I had SO MUCH ANGER AT GOD, so much, so much RAGE AT JESUS...and though I repented and came back to my Lord [about three months ago] I still had a lot of rage and I found when I would read the Bible,
so much would trigger, and one day, I just said, 'You know God, you're a Misogynist'. It was after reading several books in the Old Testament...
and this quiet voice, said,
'and what alternatives is there, you've sought them all' and Then, 'go back, read and find out Who I AM'.
It took two days after seething with anger, inside, all these hurts just surfacing and I could see myself spiritually just turning my back on God and telling Him, that He was just like an abusive husband...
but I knew, somewhere, that was a lie.
So, for the past month, well two months but more so this past month, I've been seeking God's face and getting to know HIM, not religion, but HIM...just reading His Word and in Prayer,
and oh My!
So much of what has been construed, passed down, justified, rationalized, told that its God's way, from taking the Bible,
is not from God, but from Satan himself.
Satan is a liar and the Father of lies. Not only that, I'm learning something else,
GOD ISN'T THE MISOGYNIST
SATAN IS AND HAS BEEN FROM THE GARDEN OF EDEN.
Nor is God some dictator PATRIARCH.
Now, that may throw many people off, but what people don't understand, is that under the LAW, Old Testament Law, before the coming of Jesus, there was a Covenant. Under that Covenant yes, there were strict laws that yes, in many ways are patriarchal,
but they weren't patriarchal in the way that feminists and scholars have painted them to be, the views of patriarchy that this world has seen is not Biblical, its 'scriptures and texts' that MEN used and Jesus said, "out of the hardness of their hearts" to benefit their own selfish desires.
God yes, allowed it, why?
FREE WILL.
But that doesn't mean, God didn't punish because He did, and I will be writing on this in more depth in months to come.
There are movements who use the Name of God, the Name of Christ, that are 'not of Jesus, not anywhere close' and they are and have done so much harm and are a stumbling block
to masses of people.
And not just in the treatment of women and children, but in the ideologies of governments, economics, justice.
I am going to be sharing with you what I am learning...NOT from my Opinion, but from God's own Holy Word, Living Word,
in All its context and that means, the Whole Bible, I'll be using texts from every single book.
God's name has been profaned, I have been a part of that with my life, meaning I've been a stumbling block and have hurt so many just with my rage...anger,
not that the anger wasn't justified, but He says, "Be angry and sin not",
there is a lot of wisdom there and its not something one learns to appreciate overnight.
Now, one may ask, why am I so vocal against Islam? Because of the texts that are clearly abusive and that are inspired by hate. NOT hate of sin,
hate of people.
God is love, not hate. God doesn't demand forcing belief by the sword, nor does he require the sacrifice of children. Moloch did,
as did Baal and other gods or beliefs in those gods [including goddesses btw], and that isn't something I just came up with from reading the Bible, I found some of that by reading archeology and history [ancient], those dirty little secrets that are cleverly dismissed or hidden,
and when I first stumbled upon those truths is when I was looking into paganism/Celtic religion and found out about the burning of slaves, in wicker men...by Celtic texts,
not religious texts. And that wasn't the only time I saw that, I did search other beliefs and I'm thinking,
oh my gosh here we are bashing Christianity based on what religious institutions do and yet, these same beliefs have done the same exact thing and even worse.
It just amazes me how people will embrace ideologies and faiths that require and justify raping and killing children and temple prostitution yet will slam Christianity,
how they embrace or have this permissive tolerance to a religion that is increasing worldwide that requires the subjugation of women and a brutal one at that and then to do so in the name of feminism is just well,
laughable if it wasn't so serious.
Its insane, really,
and lets not forget the horrors done in the name of atheism, forced atheism at that--millions killed [Stalin],
so for me, it was, something is terribly wrong with the solutions offered, I will say one thing though,
Islam will rise up and take not only Europe but America too, there IS a reason for this...not that God wills it but if you know anything about the foundation of Islam,
it was during the time when the Holy Church, was APOSTATE. She was corrupt, and I mean extremely corrupt and was violating every command of God,
its no coincidence that Islam means "To Submit".
Islam btw is just the inheritance of the old...meaning, the 'enemies' that God allowed to rise up against Israel in the Old Testament [during those times],
not to destroy her but to bring her to Repentance and to Restore her [and yes, God did deal with those enemies...Edom, for example],
and contrary to what many may thing, NO, God who is slow to anger did not allow the enemies to rise up due to sexual impurity...
though that was part of it, but if you read, the entire Old Testament,
it was due to the embracing of idols from other lands/gods [which has a lot to do with the strict regulations on marriage/women then but not in the way its been depicted by the haters of God],
it was due to the metering out injustice, oppressing the poor AND creating poverty, in fact that is listed SO MANY TIMES, it was due to sacrificing children, abuse, oppression of immigrants, yes, believe it or not, its in there numerous times, most of all
VIOLENCE.
The love of violence.
And guess what--that included rape and a permissive culture of 'rape'.
I'll get into that and show you the Biblical text to that in coming weeks.
God has zero tolerance of raping women [including raping other nation's women AND THAT INCLUDES the enemy] and raping children,
were there concubines, yes. Did God ordain that? NO, but He did allow it, for reasons that may be hard for many to grasp in Those days...you see we have a tendency to judge those things of that time,
with OUR TIME, and this is why its important to look at the New Testament, to look at what Jesus said and How HE treated women,
to see the dialectics, what I will call the spiritual dialectics taking place over time. That may NOT be the right term to use, and if I find another way to depict this I'll change it,
I know that God through Christ is changing the hearts of believers but at the same time, there is a change in our universe as the time becomes nearer to the end and we will know those things on that day.
I think it goes back to the Garden, Tree of Life and Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, the Alpha and Omega [Jesus],
all I know is,
I asked God, "are you a misogynist"
and I'm finding, NO, HE IS NOT.
But He has shown me, that since the Fall of man, both ADAM AND EVE, once sin/Satan took power, and that slavery to Satan/sin took hold which does NOT RESPECT FREE WILL the enmity between not only man/woman and God began but
the enmity between Man and Woman began.
NOT from God, but from Sin/Satan...
"he shall rule over you" God said,
the first manifestation of being enslaved to sin...misogyny AND the first institution of SLAVERY.
Under the LAW one is still under that Slavery, its not until they are reborn by the Holy Spirit [Romans] that they are free from that bondage...
not that they won't sin, due to the flesh, but they are free from that bondage and slaves to Christ, and His yoke is not heavy or abusive or burdensome.
Nor is He some misogynist who demands women tolerate abuse from husbands, churches, patriarchs.
There has been scriptures in the New Testament that have been so twisted by men who have a form of Godliness but deny the power thereof to perpetuate their patriarchy and abuse over women and children,
let me assure you, God sees, and yes,
GOD IS GOING TO JUDGE.
Does this mean the alternatives are not immune from judgment? NO,
that is why yes, Islam will rise and conquer...
and I will show you that in Daniel, Jeremiah, Revelations, Amos, etc.
AND ESPECIALLY AMERICA,
because America, you profaned God's name by your actions, both at home and in foreign policy, AND YOU CLAIMED TO BE A NATION UNDER
GOD.
You see judgment begins in the House of the Lord.
It begins with us believers...
Galatians 6:7-10:
Do not be deceived, God is not mocked; for whatever a man sows, this he will also reap. For the one who sows to his own flesh shall from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit shall from the Spirit reap eternal life. And let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we shall reap if we do not grow weary. So then, while we have opportunity, let us do good to all men, and especially to those who are of the household of the faith.
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The tolerance and perpetuation of domestic violence, rape, raping children, [pedophilia], greed, love of idols of gold, silver, bronze and iron/clay, dishonor, etc.,
are going to be judged and not only that, God is bringing His flock to Him and He IS GOING TO PURIFY US...
BY FIRE.
He told us this in Revelations and all throughout His LIVING WORD.
To close, I am finding more and more that God is LOVE, and I'm not just saying this in some cliche,
but I'm getting to know HIM on a personal and intimate way and by prayer, seeking His face and well, yes, learning to SUBMIT to HIM. That isn't as easy as I would like to sit here and tell you,
I still struggle and have so much that needs to be dealt with inside of me, but God will complete the work He started.
God LOVES WOMEN...LET ME REPEAT, GOD LOVES WOMEN, every girl who is raped, God cries and let me assure you, HE SEES, HE IS INFURIATED AND YES HE WILL JUDGE AND RESTORE AND HE WILL DEAL WITH THE PERPETRATOR,
same goes with abuse, forced marriages, hate crimes including honor killings, GOD sees and HE will judge,
setting up 'men' as the heads and demanding obedience by terror, THAT IS IDOLATRY,
WE SUBMIT TO GOD, NOT TO MEN AND THAT INCLUDES OUR HUSBANDS.
That is why the Word of God says women submit to your husbands as UNTO THE LORD, AND, hear me, AND, husbands submit also to your wives.
Your husband isn't going to be the one judging you on that day, he isn't the one who died on that cross for you for your sins,
neither did any preacher or priest.
I will be addressing this more in months to come, as well as confronting capitalism [did you know God isn't a capitalist, not in the way capitalism has been defined in the world nor is He a dictatorial communist by how its been defined in the world],
and not just using New Testament but the Old.
Comments are going to be turned off, I'm not going to argue or debate, I'm simply going to give the Word of God on these things, and well,
you can take it up to HIM.
As for many of the issues here, YES, I will still write on them, I do believe we have a duty to oppose the banality of evil and yes that includes rejecting dhimmitude, Love they enemies doesn't mean, embrace their gods,
not only that, but God is very clear, about not fearing death, nor loving this world.
I do not fear death, I will not bow to any gods and I will stay faithful, by HIS GRACE, to the end, not loving my life or this world.
The church is going to become more apostate--its been prophesied, the world is going to become more evil and yes, the SAINTS WILL BE KILLED,
this world belongs to Satan, and his time is short, the Antichrist is among us, all of the prophecies are coming to pass,
but I can say this, in closing:
the end is coming, to the abuses, the horrors, the violence, the sin, the blasphemers and the false gods, the end is coming...God has sealed His people, all over this earth,
do NOT shrink back, though the world is going to go through the worst and the heavens will roll up like a scroll,
I saw heaven standing open and there before me was a white horse, whose rider is called Faithful and True. With justice he judges and makes war. His eyes are like blazing fire, and on his head are many crowns [diadems]. He has a name written on him that no one but he himself knows. He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is the Word of God. The armies of heaven were following him, riding on white horses and dressed in fine linen, white and clean. Out of his mouth comes a sharp sword with which to strike down the nations. "He will rule them with an iron scepter." He treads the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty. On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written:
KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS. (Revelation 19:11-16 NIV)Then I saw the beast and the kings of the earth and their armies gathered together to make war against the rider on the horse and his army. But the beast was captured, and with him the false prophet who had performed the miraculous signs on his behalf. With these signs he had deluded those who had received the mark of the beast and worshiped his image. The two of them were thrown alive into the fiery lake of burning sulfur. The rest of them were killed with the sword that came out of the mouth of the rider on the horse, and all the birds gorged themselves on their flesh. (Revelation 19:19-21 NIV)"You will rule them with an iron scepter,
you will dash them to pieces like pottery." (Psalm 2:8b NIV)
"The eyes of the arrogant man will be humbled and the pride of men brought low; the LORD ALONE will be exalted in that day. The LORD Almighty has a day in store for all the proud and lofty, for all that is exalted (and they will be humbled), for all the cedars of Lebanon, tall and lofty, and all the oaks of Bashan, for all the towering mountains and all the high hills, for every lofty tower and every fortified wall, for every trading ship and every stately vessel. The arrogance of man will be brought low and the pride of men humbled; the LORD ALONE will be exalted in that day," Isaiah 2:11-17
"‘I told you that you would die in your sins; if you do not believe that I AM He (ego eimi), you will indeed die in your sins.’ … So Jesus said, ‘When you have lifted up the Son of Man, then you will know that I AM He (ego eimi) and that I do nothing on my own but speak just what the Father has taught me.’ … ‘Truly, truly I say to you,’ Jesus answered, ‘before Abraham was born, I AM He (ego eimi)!’" John 8:24, 28, 58
“That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father” (Philippians 2:10,11).
Dear Heavenly Father, in Jesus's Name,
I now dedicate this blog to You, may you use it to heal women and the world and may you use it to bring people to You, may this blog be used to show Your Kindness, Loving Grace, Your love for women, Your liberation for women, in Christ, and may this blog be used TO GLORIFY YOU...
Thank You for all you've done and for giving us your Son, thank you for being so patient with me.
I love you, forever and ever...
In Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
GOD, YOU REIGN
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