I would like to come back to writing about finding my Goddess in Christ Jesus and what that means exactly.
During my time of struggling and walking in my own path, I was curious about goddess beliefs and I began to search them. However, I did not find them to be real, maybe because I knew there was only One True God,however, I did understand, the reason so many women are drawn into the goddess beliefs, world wide, and though I could not embrace them nor worship them, I did believe that there was a huge gap, a huge hole in the hearts of women,
in relating to God, as a female. When I came back to my faith in Christ, I began to question God about misogyny, patriarchy, whether or not the Heavenly Father could ever relate or identify to me and women,
not as a male being but as a female. I should say, to clarify, I am NOT agnostic, nor am I of the Mother Earth religion, I have searched them, yes, studied them, yes,
but for me, I wanted to find my answers in the Word of God, I wanted to know what He thought, His ways, not mine. It wasn't so much that I wanted to,
I needed to. I simply could not wrap my mind around loving a God who I thought might be a misogynist, patriarchal, woman hating God, no matter how much I tried, yet, too, something deep in my Spirit, just didn't witness or confirm, so many of the patriarchal and yes, misogynist interpretations of scripture,
so, I needed to find my own answers. So, I prayed, I sought God's face, I asked for the discernment of the Holy Spirit to lead me into all truth, because I truly wanted to know, the Truth, God's truth,
not man's, not the church [run by men usually], not feminists, not anyone, I wanted to hear from God, for my own well being, for my own Sanity, for my own Peace.
I had to put down or cast down rather, so many conditioning taught to me by churches, preachers, teachers, using scriptures, and get on my knees and seek God, and learn to be still, and hear His voice, not mine, not anyone else. Little did I know Then,
that God would open up not only my eyes and Spirit to so many marvelous and wonderful truths about Him, His character [Him not being male exactly either], but He would, heal me of so much damage, to my soul, from years and years, of being told, conditioned, both socially, secular and religious, and not only from those conditions,
but from the myths and misconceptions of God by none other than those opposed to Christ, including many in feminist circles who are opposed to God in all totality. Because little did I see then, that there are also, misogynist conditioning's there too, but they are subtle, they are hidden, and they are so easily missed. I am going to be really blunt and say, one has to be sincere in Heart, willing to submit to God's Will,
in searching for His truth. There are simply way too many voices out there and opinions and many may Seem right,
but they are counterfeits. Let me just state for the record, IF, IF, a statement or belief does NOT line up with the Total Word of God, in Spirit and in Truth,
I reject it.
Because its a lie.
How can I be convinced of this? Easy, one, faith, two, I've had my fill of living and believing the lies of the enemy and this world, and I've seen and suffered enough of the death that comes from those lies.
So yes, I'm not afraid now, to just come out and say, what I believe, based on the Word of God, the world be damned, seriously,
either go all the way with your faith, or don't bother, I'm done sitting on the fence. Besides, its a miserable life,
and one that God is hindered from truly revealing Himself to us, to you, to me.
So, anyhow, I begin to search and seek and wait on the Lord and pretty much I'm just staying in prayer and reading the Word, listening with my heart, dealing with what God wants me to deal with in My life, My heart, etc., and Trusting Him [trust is Huge, let me just say it again, Trust is huge, without Trust, well, its like trying to find your way blind in the darkness].
What can I say, I was SHOCKED, seriously, SHOCKED, to just how many lies and misconceptions about God and God's love for women and His creating woman in His image, I mean, I really was so bogged down and had internalized So much misogyny, So much self-hate, So much resentment for being female,
and I'm not saying this in the usual traditional neo-conservative or fundamentalist way we often hear it, you know, the 'well women were biologically assigned to give birth and well, that's pretty much that, everything else, they are evil, tempters, needing to be subjugated, you know the usual misogynist teachings, sugar coated though they may be.
And even if, lets say, you aren't Christian or even spiritual, you are Still effected by those teachings because patriarchy is in Every society, community, system, etc. Some yes, far worse than others, but my point is, we are effected by those beliefs, on a very deep level, and women,
God wants to reconcile women to Him, to His plan for women, but He won't force it, its up to us, to ask and seek and not shut our hearts. And His plan, was and is,
not what we so often hear, in our world today, never was, but too, we live in a fallen world, a world under sin, and the problem is,
we have contributed to God, what really, should have been contributed to Satan and Sin.
And in the process, MEN, have become IDOLS, so have women, in some places but all in all, MEN, by patriarchy, have become IDOLS and little 'gods',
with women, forced to subjugate and worship the MALE.
Wrong, that is just so wrong, and I've seen this in the church too. However, I have also been seeing, God is dealing with the church on this issue,
church meaning, Body of Christ, not denomination, not a building, the Body of Christ. God is reconciling and restoring, spiritually, both women, and men, Adam and Eve,
Adam, well, you may think, is it because God is making males more feminine? Not exactly, no, but He is working, among many men,
in reconciling their Adam role, in tending to the animals and the planet.
Ah, Yes! That is what Adam did before the fall, he tended to the garden/planet and the animals. Eve was his helper, companion, carrier of life, of life force, that same force, we see in everything, God has created,
from the organic to the inorganic, all matter, all anti-matter.
But, rather than simply sit here and just write, what I have been seeing in my Spirit, or rather, what the Holy Spirit has been quickening in my Spirit,
I'll simply just share, a few things from His Word, with some videos/photographs,
and well, you can pray, seek and ask, and may the Lord take the veils off our eyes and soften our hearts so that We can see Him, His love, His salvation and His marvelous works, including
creating us, both Male and Female, in His image.
[again, I do not believe God is only Male, I believe, God is more than we can picture or imagine, that God is Holy, Great, Loving, that God has Female side too, not because I want to believe this, but because, there are Too many scriptures, that He says, things that are from Mother character, Nurturing, not only that, but too many things in Nature, His creation, that totally just turn our little 'put God in some little box and human mold' all upside down, His diversity, His amazing detail, His ability to turn things on their head, for example, seahorses, males, carry the young and give birth, Ha! How is that for a twist on patriarchy!]
It is My hope though, that this blog, brings Healing, Restoration and Reconciliation to women, who are questioning, who are wounded, who are hurting, who are afraid, who are in doubt, because I've searched all the 'alternatives', I've heard all the Christian faith is this, this, and this, I've heard and read all the slams against God,
and I'm just here to say, these accusations, these misconceptions, false teachings, are just that--lies. It is time,
for the True character of God, His love and concern for All women, be heard, in regards to Women.
God--Our Creator, Creator of the Universe, The Earth, The Creator of Life, of Life force, let us begin, to sit in awe, of His/Her works. And may you see, your worth, in His image, in His creating, You, as Woman.
note: in the Genesis, I am going to Highlight, some points, that are often missed, one big one, is that, the sun and stars, were created AFTER the earth, not before. Light, was created first, before the Sun, AND,
there were Waters, water below, water above, separation of waters, could gases also be, waters? Also, one day, to us, can be a thousands of years to God, But do not let this one fact escape your notice, beloved, that with the Lord one day is as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day. 9 The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance. 1 Peter 3:8
What caught my attention was the creation of Light, then Sun, later with Stars/celestial bodies, and then, the Earth, then the sun, like, this order of things, and one created to support the one and the next one to support the one,
its all Connected, and what is really exciting, is how Jesus often said, the least will be first in Heaven, the first last. Wow, really think about that, our order of things, is not God's order,
if That doesn't make you ponder for a bit, well, think on these scriptures, then watch the videos, and then, well,
seek God, what do any of us have to lose? another thing, if you study/watch science, the THEORIES [you know its funny how many think 'theories' are gospel truth yet they get their panties in a twist when you mention creation], btw, I think, yes, there is evolution to a point, that there is yes, organic material that formed and a lot of what is taught in the different theories, I have not a problem with them, what I have a Problem though, is when there is outright rejection of creation theory, simply because people are closed minded, Unless we can travel back into time and actually have been there, if you want to talk simply from secular/logic science view, ain't none of us, know a thing, its all a scientific Guess, so, there! :~
Psalm 24
Of David. A psalm.
1 The earth is the LORD's, and everything in it,the world, and all who live in it;
2 for he founded it upon the seas
and established it upon the waters.
The Beginning
1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.
3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness. 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.
6 And God said, "Let there be an expanse between the waters to separate water from water." 7 So God made the expanse and separated the water under the expanse from the water above it. And it was so. 8 God called the expanse "sky." And there was evening, and there was morning—the second day.
9 And God said, "Let the water under the sky be gathered to one place, and let dry ground appear." And it was so. 10 God called the dry ground "land," and the gathered waters he called "seas." And God saw that it was good.
11 Then God said, "Let the land produce vegetation: seed-bearing plants and trees on the land that bear fruit with seed in it, according to their various kinds." And it was so. 12 The land produced vegetation: plants bearing seed according to their kinds and trees bearing fruit with seed in it according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good. 13 And there was evening, and there was morning—the third day.
14 And God said, "Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years, 15 and let them be lights in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth." And it was so. 16 God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. 17 God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth, 18 to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. 19 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.
20 And God said, "Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the expanse of the sky." 21 So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good. 22 God blessed them and said, "Be fruitful and increase in number and fill the water in the seas, and let the birds increase on the earth." 23 And there was evening, and there was morning—the fifth day.
24 And God said, "Let the land produce living creatures according to their kinds: livestock, creatures that move along the ground, and wild animals, each according to its kind." And it was so. 25 God made the wild animals according to their kinds, the livestock according to their kinds, and all the creatures that move along the ground according to their kinds. And God saw that it was good.
26 Then God said, "Let us make man in our image, in our likeness, and let them rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air, over the livestock, over all the earth, b]">[b] and over all the creatures that move along the ground."
27 So God created man in his own image,
in the image of God he created him;
male and female he created them.
28 God blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground."
29 Then God said, "I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. 30 And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground—everything that has the breath of life in it—I give every green plant for food." And it was so.
31 God saw all that he had made, and it was very good. And there was evening, and there was morning—the sixth day.
Genesis 2
1 Thus the heavens and the earth were completed in all their vast array.
2 By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. 3 And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.
[for more on Creation, Genesis, and also the Hebrew terms, see
http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Genesis%201-2;&version=31;In closing,
this is Just for starters,
I will be writing more on God, what He is revealing to me in His word, and in Nature,
about how He cares about animals, women, how several things in nature, are messages to us, confirmed also in His Word, example, God revealed something to me about the squids whom they call 'man eaters' and the relevance to those squids, what the scientists who study them are finding, and also, the hatred towards women, who are resisting misogyny, who are also called, man eaters, man haters. That is just one, for starters...
how he Hates the shedding of blood, violence, misogyny, abuse of animals, abuse of children, oh yes,
its All in His Word, and though this world will pass away, His Word will never pass away [oh, He is making a new Earth--without Sin, and oh, if You haven't been paying attention to the wonders they are finding in the Universe, things that are challenging All former theories, Oh, it is just mind blowing people,
and the violence, the death and rape of our planet, to women [Congo, Sudan, beliefs of hate and killing the life force of women, children, war, etc], to animals,
Jesus Is Going to Come in His Glory,
and all these things, will be, held accountable,
every deed, done in darkness, will be exposed to the light.
Tree of Life, Book of Life, Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, Book of Deeds/Works,
Faith,
or Disbelief,
its your choice.
Choose LIFE,
God is Love, God is Life.
He is and gives the breathe of life,
to all living things.
Amen and Amen!!!
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